Amazon was two days late

but now I’m going to finish the entireeeee book over the weekend to make up for it 

>:D 

isn’t my askbox working?

(I was gonna be all sly and ask myself a question) 

Kimi to boku makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside..
Then again I guess slice of life is supposed to do that to you 
I wish friends like this actually existed in real life 

Isn’t senioritis supposed to hit AFTER I get accepted into college? It feels like ever since I finished a couple of applications I’ve been in a downward spiral to nowhere…I don’t feel like doing anything anymore except veg out and enjoy the last moments of not-being-independent. Not to mention that I stopped caring about getting into other colleges too, the regular decision deadlines a month and a half away and I’m already thinking about dropping half the schools I set out to apply for in the first place. If that makes any sense. 

And what about this whole stupid major thing? I am aware I can change the major I want at any point I want to before junior year, but what the heck am I supposed to do in the mean time? Pretend to be interested in computers and engineering? Fat chance. But apparently its the only thing I’m able to convince colleges that I want to do. 

I just have no idea what direction my life is going in. My grades will probably fall and I probably won’t get into the college I want to. I also don’t know how I’ll deal with scholarships and all that other crap, especially since I have no idea what I want to do after college to pay off the loans.

Did I also mention that I feel like all my friends are drifting away from me? (We’ll save that depressing story for another day)

I’m tired. Of everything. Ugh

I got shocked by my laptop
and apparently i was so negatively charged that the discharge sparked
^see what i did thar?
negative HAH im so funny 

Sitting here, thinking about what I should write as the first post on my personal blog…and I can’t really come up with anything. Turns out the redundancy of how boring my life is wasn’t just an exaggeration. Maybe I’ll blog about anime..but that being the only thing I have to talk about is pretty depressing. Its the only thing I get excited about these days..or does that just mean I’m an otaku through and though? I think its about time I do something with my life..but what that is I have no clue -_-